Sully

A spontaneous post, so please forgive me if it seems a little rushed.

Lately I’ve been feeling quite dead.

It’s been a long term at school. I like to pretend that the simple stress of work and teenage life that almost everyone has to go through hasn’t affected me a lot, but it has. I feel awful.

I feel drained. Like all the bubbly energetic life I had in September has been sucked out of me by a merciless Dementor.

As I said, a spontaneous post, so forgive my kind of crap simile.

But I’ve been feeling down in general too. And I’ve not been telling many people about it.

I’ve just kind of lost my mojo. Passion for life. My desire. My bedrock. My purpose.

What’s the point?

And that question gets asked a lot, by me, and by a lot of people, but I’ve kind of lost my point in life recently. Life has been dictated by tests and exams and marks and academic success and I’ve found it hard to see the bigger picture.

So what’s Sully got to do with anything?

Sully has helped me find my feet again.

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Lately, I’ve been getting a bit more overwhelmed than usual.

What I mean by this is that, in the midst of all the work and hassle and hustle and bustle of normal life, I’ve not had any time for me, to relax, to reflect, to reminisce, to contemplate life generally.

And having that time is important.

Trust

So…is this it?

Is what it?

I literally just sit down at my laptop and launch forth into what ever is on my mind?

Isn’t that what you were doing before?

It was kind of more planned before, more structured, but then it was getting a bit dull…

So shut up and start making it great again!!

I’ll try.