The more I think about life, the more I think it’s full of contradictions. When I say this, the response I usually get is
Life isn’t just black and white. You’ve got to try and find a balance.
i.e. you have to try and find a balance between blatantly contradictory positions. The one on my mind today is how meaningless yet meaningful we all are.
As 2016 began, I had a little hope that perhaps, by the end of the year, I would be able to say bye-bye to my depression for good.
As 2016 progressed, that hope grew stronger.
As 2016 draws to a close, I can safely say that depression is going nowhere from me just yet. These last few weeks have been some of the worst.
Maybe one day, I will be able to leave depression aside. But that day isn’t today.
Ok. Screw it. Three posts in three days.
Why?
Because I’m slowly falling apart, and this blog is the only thing keeping me together.
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